Just Random Ramblings

This just came on.....

Last day of the rest of my life
I wish I would've known
Cause I didn't kiss my mama goodbye

I didn't tell her that I loved her and how much I care
Or thank my pops for all the talks
And all the wisdom he shared

Unaware, I just did what I always do
Everyday, the same routine
Before I skate off to school

But who knew that this day wasn't like the rest
Instead of taking a test
I took two to the chest

Call me blind, but I didn't see it coming
Everybody was running
But I couldn't hear nothing

Except gun blasts, it happened so fast
I don't really know this kid
Even though I sit by him in class

Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
Or maybe for a moment
He forgot who he was
Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged
Whatever it was
I know it's because

[chorus:]
We are, We are, the youth of the nation

Little Suzy, she was only twelve
She was given the world
With every chance to excel

Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell
She might act kind of proud
But no respect for herself

She finds love in all the wrong places
The same situations
Just different faces

Changed up her pace since her daddy left her
Too bad he never told her
She deserved much better

Johnny boy always played the fool
He broke all the rules
So you would think he was cool

He was never really one of the guys
No matter how hard he tried
Often thought of suicide

It's kind of hard when you ain't got no friends
He put his life to an end
They might remember him then

You cross the line and there's no turning back
Told the world how he felt
With the sound of a gat

[chorus]

Who's to blame for the lives that tragedies claim
No matter what you say
It don't take away the pain

That I feel inside, I'm tired of all the lies
Don't nobody know why
It's the blind leading the blind

I guess that's the way the story goes
Will it ever make sense
Somebody's got to know

There's got to be more to life than this
There's got to be more to everything
I thought exists

[chorus]

Yep, that's right I am out of work for the second week in a row. I am not sure when I'll go back. I'm experiencing problems with my knee - once again. This time it's worse than before.

This does give me a break from all the bullshit up there. I know I'll be out this week and next week too. I have another doctor's appointment next week - this time with an orthopedic doctor. That should be nice and painful!

Not much else going on at any rate. I am told to stay off my feet as much as possible. And now with not actually working, I'll have to stay the hell out of the Outback! I can't be spending extra money in there when things are about to become really tight. Now if you want to come take me out somewhere, I'll be happy to let you!

By: Audioslave

On a cobweb afternoon
In a room full of emptiness
By a freeway I confess
I was lost in the pages
Of a book full of death
Reading how we'll die alone
If we're good we'll lay to rest
Anywhere we want to go

[Chorus]
In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone I'll wait for you there
Alone

On my deathbed I will pray
To the gods and thee angels
Like a pagan to anyone
Who will take me to heaven
To a place I recall
I was there so long ago
The sky was bruised
The win was bled
And there you led me on

[Chorus]
In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone I'll wait for you there
Alone Alone

And on I read
Until the day was gone
And I sat in regret
Of all the things I've done
For all that I've blessed
And all that I've wronged
In dreams until my death
I will wonder on

[Chorus]
In your house I long to be
Room by room patiently
I'll wait for you there
Like a stone I'll wait for you there
Alone Alone

by: Maroon Five

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

You drain me dry and make me wonder why I'm even here
This Double Vision I was seeing is finally clear
You want to stay but you know very well I want you gone
Not fit to funkin' tread the ground I'm walking on

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

What you are doing is screwing things up inside my head
You should know better you never listened to a word I said
Clutching your pillow and writhing in a naked sweat
Hoping somebody someday will do you like I did

When it gets cold outside and you got nobody to love
You'll understand what I mean when I say
There's no way we're gonna give up
And like a little girl cries in the face of a monster that lives in her dreams
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe
Is there anyone out there cause it's getting harder and harder to breathe

Does it kill
Does it burn
Is it painful to learn
That it's me that has all the control

Does it thrill
Does it sting
When you feel what I bring
And you wish that you had me to hold

Of course you might be asking yourself about the meaning of lyrics I post on here. Well most of the time they're not meaning anything. It's mostly songs that I am listening to at the time. Of course if there was any meaning behind them, I'd post that as well.

Well Easter weekend approaches. I wanted to go visit my sister who lives in Savannah this weekend. But with my knee the way it is, I can't see making a road trip right now. So like a lot of other things that trip is being put on hold.

Not much else going on at this hour. I am sitting here kind of bored actually. Maybe something exciting will happen.... I am trying to persuade CC to come visit and get drunk with me! LOL

Yeah that's right, it's been a rough few days. Last night I couldn't go to sleep until about 7 AM. Well tonight as tired as I was it took a while to go to sleep. I did manage to get there though. But I woke at about 4:30AM and have been unable to go back to sleep as of yet. And now there is really is no need in trying.

I have to be at the doctor's office at 8:15 this morning. This should be fun. I am kind of interested in knowing what he has to say is wrong with my knee. It will also be interesting to see when he says I'll be able to go back to work. I think I need about another week before I go back myself! LOL. I know as of right now, the more I stand on it, the more it hurts.

And if you have anything on my site bookmarked, you might want to change your bookmarks. I no longer have the subdomain of blog (http://blog.wyldrob.com) I might go back and set it up, but not right now. Everything should be bookmarked to www.wyldrob.com. I think I have all the DNS shit fixed so now that you won't get a "hosted here" page at GoDaddy when typing in that url. If you notice any problems here, let me know by posting here or emailing me.

Yeah, here is probably my favorite song at the moment. It's by Offspring
"Spare Me The Details"

My girlfriend, my dumb donut
Went up to a party just the other night
But three hours later and seven shots of yager
She was in the bedroom with another guy

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And well I'm not the one who acted like a hoe
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details if you don't mind

Now I can understand friends who wanna tell me
They think they're gonna help me, open up my eyes
But the play by play makes me wanna lose it
Everytime you do it man, it turns the knife

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And well I'm not the one who acted like a hoe
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details if you don't mind

Now I don't need to hear about the sounds they were makin'
And I don't need to hear about how long it was takin'
Or how the walls they were shakin'

Now lying in bed wallowing in sorrow
Missin' the tommorow that we could of had
Running through my head, over and over
Things I never told her that just made me sad

And it drives me insane sittin with a vision
stuck with that image burned into my brain
And I feel so dumb that I could ever trust her
When someone else fucked her, then walked away

And I don't really wanna know
So don't tell me anymore
And I really don't wanna hear
About her feet all up in the air

And so I'm not the one who acted like a hoe
Why must I be the one who has to know?
I'm not the one who messed up big time
So spare me the details if you don't mind

Cuz I don't wanna know
Don't wanna know
(Spare me the details if you don't mind)
Don't wanna know
(Spare me the details if you don't mind)
Don't wanna know...

Yep yep, I visited the OB twice over the weekend. Rubenia, Millard and myself met up Friday evening and had a blast. I ran into a couple of people from SKF there too. I mean I am on medical leave, so what can they do? They can't expect me to sit home all the time just cause I can't work, can they? Oh well, I am not going to worry about it. Rubenia and I met up there again last night. Needless to say it was not packed. There were empty seats everywhere. We still managed to have a good time though.

I'm sitting here waiting on the QAF season 4 episode 1 to completely download. I have been waiting almost a year on this damn thing. So it should be interesting to see what happens. I am trying to get all the episodes and get Jason to watch them. I think he'll enjoy them. We'll see though.

I still want to see The Whole Ten Yards. I have a feeling it won't play in the theater much longer. I hope Jason feels better later this week so we can go see it. I have to get him to watch The Whole Nine Yards first though. I am not sure if he'll like it or not. Hopefully he will though.

I have to go back to the doctor Thursday. I will hopefully know more about why my knee is hurting. And there is no telling when I'll go back to work. I could use another month off! LOL

After working and more work the new jokes blog is up and running. We (Jason and I ) decided that it will be linked from both of our sites. The content will be the same, but if you go from my site you will see my colors and his colors when you link from his site. Other than that it's gonna be the same. As of right now, he doesn't have his end set up. I think I have all the kinks worked out for the most part. We have went in and added a bunch of jokes already. Since it is category based, you will not be able to search by the date added. I don't think you'll want to do that anyway. We have talked about adding a "rating" system to the jokes where visitors can rate them, but we have not implemented that yet. I am not even sure we will put it on there. I am going to still put some stuff on my other jokes page every now and then. I have not decided exactly how I will do it, but it's going to be slightly different. Perhaps I'll put a few funny pics on it and change them every now and then. I am also going to borrow Jason's QOTD to put on here somewhere. I am thinking we might put it on the actual jokes page, but I am not sure yet.

I am still trying to come up with some other ideas to put on the site, but I am not sure what I'll do just yet. I know I need to change pics on here. Those pics of me on the bio page are pretty fucking old! LOL So I will try to get around to changing them pretty soon. I have to find some decent ones to put up there. Oh well it's getting close to bedtime!

Oh yeah, the new jokes page is http://www.wyldrob.com/jokes/

I have a terrible headache once again. This is the second time in less than a week. I have no clue what is triggering them - if anything. I know that this damn Tylenol isn't getting rid of it. And unfortunately (according to the pharmacist) I can only take that because of the prescription I am taking. So I might have call the doctor in the morning to see what else I can take, because I certainly cannot keep having days like this. Hell after the race today, I came home and went to bed because of this damn headache. I have barely even talked to Jason today :-( I'll have to make up for that later in the week! LOL

Never go to the Mexican place on Tuesday night. It must be kids night or something. I mean don't get me wrong, I don't mind children at all, but most of these were screaming and/or pitching a fit about something. Oh well at least he food was good.

I dropped in to visit with Caroline last night as well. I thought she'd come to see me by now but no avail. Anyway it was nice to see her again. Maybe it won't be as long before I see her again.

I only slept about four hours last night and it's telling on me. I got up to take Daddy's car to have brakes put on it. I am sitting here now waiting on them to call and tell me to come pick it up. Just my luck, they'll wait til I'm asleep before they call.

Well that's all for now, I'm too damn tired to think of what else I want to write!